Today you said two things to me.
I was hurt
I was scared
I never know what to think anymore
I want like hell to make up for everything
But I’m not enough sometimes
My tears aren’t heavy enough
I feel so bad about it, all the time.
I sat in the bathroom today,
Regretting that I pestered you
That I kept poking it,
I just couldn’t drop it
Your wounds hadn’t healed.
And then everyone was there
I was so embarrassed that you might have heard
It’s pathetic, I know
I can’t believe that I could fuck up so much in one night.
It was all me,
I remember I told future kevin he’d be lucky to be with you, now I wish I could tell past Kevin to be smart and not hurt people he loved.
Hold on tight kevin.
Move forward to your futures.
I want to take us away
My little writer
Somewhere where the sun shines
Open courtyards with vibrant terraces
Some where to escape
You could layout your mind into the world
Flowing through everything as if it were stream water navigating against smoothed stones
You were here before,
The edges were rounded
Magic could only describe what would happen here
I’d stand in the open doorway
Coffee steam swirling around me
I never smiled like this before
Before I met you
I let loose a single tear.
Everything fitted to a single piece,
Something not separated easily or lost
It’s easy to fantasize about my future
However it’s hard to see what will happen through the brightness.
Everytime you hold me I know you might just love me back.
All I have waiting for me at home is a disappointed dad, work, and crying myself to sleep because on top of all that, I’ll be with out you…
(Actual tears right now matter of fact, I never use to cry this much)
'no homo' god says as he puts the male g-spot up their anus
Female privilege is getting to claim a headache to avoid sex.
Female oppression is having to claim physical illness to avoid sex because men won’t take a simple fucking “no” for an answer.
Female oppression is men being so entitled that they think being denied sex is oppressive.